The Peddler and the Artist
This is where everything began for me. Over the course of just a few months, I wrote more than 1,100 poems. I wasn't trying to create a collection or chase perfection—I was simply trying to make sense of what was happening inside my own mind.
These poems were written through the highs and lows of mental illness, the uncertainty of medication, and countless sleepless nights. Writing became the one place where I could be completely honest, even when I didn't fully understand what I was feeling. Every poem captures a moment I was living through, and together they tell the story of someone searching for solid ground.
This first collection is more than the beginning of a series. It's a record of survival, of learning to live with a mind that often felt unpredictable. Some poems are hopeful, others are dark, and many exist somewhere in between. They aren't perfect, and I never wanted them to be. They're real. Looking back now, I see them as proof that even in my most difficult moments, I never stopped reaching for something better.
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